Spread Your Dreams

Hmm… should I say I am sick? Well, maybe la… As what I have mentioned in my shout, I really do hope there’s a silver lining!!! Hoping that Russian Medic will be a dream come true to me… Will? Hopefully…Please, pray for me on that. Christmas? Hmm… dinner was great. Though it was a normal but it truly meant a lot! Now I really start to recall how things had really been to this stage. Trail result don’t augur well. Hope my story “a miracle” won’t really turn out in the end ( the ending part).
Man! Now my sis is suspecting that I am having a girlfriend outside and I am definitely NOT! Just because of one story wrote by me during trail, she is accusing me? Sick!
New year’s up! Plans? I really don’t know much. Hopefully, I would be able to get those timely offers to study in overseas. SPM result is coming out soon! Nervous is traveling down my spine. I certainly can’t imagine that. Hey, what makes things worst is that, one of my friends told me that SPM graft will not change for elective subjects! What? I m dead if so…Please, Silver Lining!!!
Well, guess that’s all for this time, I really have to go for dinner! Mom’s calling…till then!

    Hm… ever had a dream bout ur spm result?? well , i had 1… bad indeed!! even got a fail in it..My gosh can those be true?? please don… k what shall i talk about this time? Erm.. PMR is out tommorrow. Anything to do with me? guess not. i am way out of it long time ago.. guess i did quite well, but is this gonna repeat in SPM, Please….
    Days hadn’t been well.. raining.. well, guess i am way beta. coz i don hav to swim all the way to town, like all d kelantanezse did…Ops, did they? Hm…X mas is up… less than a WEEK LE…still no plans. No christmas trees were put up, no lights, no christmas songs…juz mom’s organ all the time. Well, cheryl, if u r there, guess u ill understand ha??  Erm, do santa claus really exist? i barely needed a GIFT… come on, my house doesn’t have a chimney, so there’s no way 4 u to enter. Anyhow, if u wish to come, pls sms me and i ill open the door 4 u… Yg pting hadiah sampai. really? No…too far-fetched.
    Wats next for tomorrow? well only god knows… meanwhile, hopefully, a sweet or at least not bad dreams tonite…

    Hye there! looks like it had been months since i post my last! Man, thats hell out buzy..I can hardly spare out any time for all this. What’s more, i m stuck in that prison!! 4 those of you who know me well, sure u know which prison am i reffering to.. hm.. what shall i talk about??
    SPM ’s over! At last! I m free! oh am i?? realy? maybe not… as what d proverb says, education is a never ending journey. whats up after this? A-Level? Russian medic? NO! now when it comes to this russian thing, i really hate to talk about… God knows. erm.. how bout IB? fuh… hopefully la… Hows spm? hm… everything was quite ok except history… guess those of you out there DO HAVE D SAME IDEA WIT ME ha?
    y?hm.. look, the education system has implemented this history as a compulsory subject and not elective because they want to impose patriotisme inside Malaysian Students, kata lain, JAGAN LUPA DIRI! So, for sure students have to put their hard disk and memory to the maximum in order to score in this subject. indirectly, this tells us that history is meant to test our memory skills.. anyhow, what happend in the exam don’t seemed quite alike. Y? coz for those ‘brilliant’ students, they don’t really memorize and test their memory skills. Instead, they crap up tonnes of rubbish and give untrue storries in the exam when they ran out of points to write. So? that means that history is actually testing the students’ creativity (which is quite needed in science) rather than memory (which the education system expects)…am i rite? maybe….
    Enough of history! afterall my 5 years of suffering with it ended and i do not need to spare even a pikosecond with it any more! hm.. lets do some recalls… Tunas Saintis in Johore’s over. things did went rushing as soon as i got back. y not? Standertized test man! 20% towards Trial! anyhow, looks like whatever i scored seemed useless. I MEAN IT USELESS! y? well some ppl are just too racist… i don think it’s a good idea to elaborate more on the net.
    Well, some ppl once told me this: Stuart, you enter MJSC as a bumiputera, but came out as a chinese anyhow… hm.. these words seemed quite true concidering that i have obtained NOTHING from there. Experience? Bitter ones mayb.. chances was actually offered but due to race, things went bad… how can this thing happen?? well, mayb better things are ahead waiting 4 me..
    Trial MARA was no easy shit. tonnes of people out there are saying we have gat leaked questions 4 spm but let me just tell u all… We have gat nothing! not even a word.. so, please Change your concept on that.. if you still have that kind of idea, try think about this: whay would MARA sent students to overseas for studies based on their trial without even waiting 4 d spm result? these spc students admitted to universities n IPTAs even before the SPM result was announced! so, in this case, how can you comment on TRIAL MARA? NO LEAKAGE!
    Christmas ahead! hm.. right after the biology paper, we ( students in MJSC) did have the idea to do carolling in school-to the BURN’s house especially.. BUT HOW CAN? He’s a muslim! hm… carolling around mRSM? MAD! almost all the teachers living in the squatters are Muslim…Can’t work!
    Enough of school, Plans ahead? hm.. holidays was a bored one.. no happier days! still what ever is is, i will not let myself drowned with useless activities. well at least i m out of education for a while. With education, a week’s actualy:
        Sadday
       Moanday
        Tearsday
        Wasteday
        Thirstday
        Frightday
       Shatterday
    Well am i really right? Some1 please tell me….
    Anyhow, guess that’s all for now..Till then!

..hm.wat shall i say in this blog?? well…days in skull were great. Activity week starting liao. VERY VERY BZ… hows life?? great!!! greAt like hell man…. stuck up in d hostell.. da la panas… boring lagi tu.. Least today i stood a chance to go outing… JUZ outing… a week more i iil be in Johor for TS… ready?? not sure… how bout maths quiz?? my presentation?? ai… i dont know… by the way i was wondering does it make sense for me to write all my experience and feelings for otheres to view??? is it a right thing or maybe i should just keep my secrets?? someone!!! please tell me!!!

Woke up late this morning..kinda dizzy… back on the competer again. check mail??? ai….finish liao. wHat a day… tomorrow i m going back to so called jail again. dammit… My holidays are ending soon.. and i don’t like this at all. back to that stupid Jungle. Ha Guess i ill have to do packing soon. hm..Lets take a recall…Holiday…fun.  In penang Mlk…genting…KL what else?? erm… Kota kinabalu … The tonnes of homework just never failed to keep me busy and most of all dizzy. and this very friend of mine just keep buzzing me through ITS handphone… I would consider him as IT because only animals do such misscall in the middle of the night… 3 o’clock lagi tu… ai.. who would in their right minds to do so. And never in my real life can I wonder Why these teenagers who own a car would turn his exos into some big round cake. then he stams his foot at the paddle and produce sound with uneasy frequency..when the car is just a KANCIL…better…KENARI la. Worst the car is Immobilising. WHat a man… i wonder did he lost 20 cents each time he does that.. thats exos… then that morning in Penang frm EL Hotel…I saw this bunch of monsters on the streets with 5 inches high spoiler on their back of body rushing down the road… alamak.. its NOT NICE…NOT PRETTY but UGLY…Maybe they are just using their PDA in hand… Public Display Affection…with their Heavenly worshiped Lioness sitting next to them… these man… ai… duno la.. it seemed that they are trying to turn their KANCIL into Perodua ELEPHANT … sory to say…wasting money and time.. wat a generation… they are just willing to spend hundreds of dollars, scorching an enormous hole through their pockets to add tusks to their cars….hahaha…thats d rear part… the front??? I don’t need to comment.. teenagers!!!…opps..overtime….ai…gtg lagi…when can i online agian…we ill see…Standardized Test 3, Standardized Test 4, Semester Exam, Pre-Trial, TRIAL MARA, Post Trial, SPM…ai…wat a year…Hopefully i can get to XX later la…

Hi there! Whew… one week exam’s over FINALLY! Well still got
one more week to go… Physic and add maths man! Hard? Hmm…. Not so la. Hows a
week had been going on? Alright. Except prep time was like kinda slow going.
Noisy & chaotic. That would be the best to describe. Whats more rules are
getting tighter. Oh! What kind of life? Never mind , there would be a good pay
off. Burning

midnight

oil is a must. Or
else how to score? Now that’s MRSM. Fine with that. Whats next waiting for me. Hm…looking
at my friends going another trip to XPDC GUNUNG? Hm.. maybe.. these guys are
juz too active but smart like donkeys!!!

2 o’clock

in class st****** ? NO way! How could they go off with that?? Arg… Rubyss,
Rubysss…..what a class. For those who spent time here before sure they know who’s
this Burn. My goodness. His rules Sucks and I really mean it SUCKS! Why round necks
not allowed? Hm…. Now it took me a hard time even to get the signature for K.O.
yesterday. First I was given a long free ceramah… next… hm… I m free of course.
Now a week end here would be a study weekend. Add maths wo… who can avoid
that?? Hm… hope for the best would be my wish.. well guess that’s all for now..
till then!

Hm… once again..we meet. Well I guess this should be the last for the month ha? Maybe. Well a week had moved on. It was a tiring one but a fun one, considering the nice drama that we ( zamrudianz ) did. It was a short and exciting drama. Preparations were like erm… anyway, everything just happened in a nick of time. Nevertheless, we still made it. Indirectly, we knew we won. As the backstage technical worker, things went rushing. Although taking charge of music was simple, but it is still something to be busy of. Next, the preparation class was like nothing. For the whole week, it seems as though prep classes never exist. We were always busy of something. How to study?? Hm…God knows. Yet the homework came raining. DSS meet me daily but I never like to meet it.. what’s next? Physic classes happening every night. NO PREP AGAIN! Arg….. how am I supposed to score? NO way..ops…maybe there is : midnight oil. Well things just have to happen like that.. SPM what. Aim? maybe I just have to forget RUSSIA…UK maybe? Hm…I can only hope for the best. Nevertheless, I had time for my own. Outing was kind of short. No buses, lorry greeted us along the street. And we went all the way from mrsm to Putatan. Wow.. that cost 1.50..but I saved. Hm…now I managed to spend some time on my blog. what else? just helped an ex form 5 to enter U…but just failed. everything was just unorganized. hm..Well guess that’s all for now. Hope my list will continued and most of all SCORE….remember 4 flat!

Hi there… to who?? i don’t really know.. anyway, to the reader, welcome to my blog. Well honestly, i kew this blog long time ago but i just couldn’t care less and never bother to work on it. Nevertheless, I did work on it. Long enough, i had to spend my time on it. Well what should i Say? Hmm…Well guess this April hadn’t been a real study month for me. Preperation class was as easy as the wind. Going through it with dreams and useless act was a waste. How? I don’t know. first at the very early of the month, the languagge week in Kuala Lipis was getting me excited. Fun? No way. Suffering. Practices and practices. Even my senior turned up to help. nad thank god it was a history, a pure history. April 8 was the battle. firs we got the wrong title and all our preparations are like rubbish. It did not match. but stil my team and I won and made it into the semi-final. What else? it was a silver-linning! Next againts our neighbour. Their debater was sort of machine guns which shoot out english words and a breath at the end with "its just another Falacies" My God, i never encountered such human and i really mean it human! not even the mat sallehs… and we lost. but i was happy, cause we did our best and the failure was a failure as well as enjoyment. Still we take our time on and enjoy others’ match, Malay debate, elocution, etc…. That week ended and back to Ujian Selaras. My God! how am i supposed to get through it? Midnight Oil! till 2 O’clock.. but its just another normal night in MRSM…afterall stay up is not strange…Meanwhile, the trip to MT Kinbalu was a mess… No Latihan..not even a trip to Tun Fuad. I missed it when i went for Langguage week. Well It was though…but still i won!…the trip was indeed a fun one…My god, who would in their right minds to sell plain rice at 11.50 per plate? well Laban Rata Does…sick…up there i had a headache, but still i came down safely hidding my parents’ advice. Back to school, results were out. So far so good. all As except 1 subject B. SATISFIED! Now i really don’t know how to turn back after i left my books behind for almost a month… Activity week helped more. I did not Study. Well HOPE FOR THE BEST!…..